@high-insurance-37246 I want to share my experience on how I got on the good position, maybe this could help you.
Every work requires trust and understanding and mutual support. Downgrading meaning you are not sure about yourself and can very easily be taken advantage off. Also, this means you will have to compromise on compensation as well.
When I started I had no connection, no guidance, I made the same mistake but I learned.
If you really want to work on something which interests you, then instead of asking for a job ask for a contribution, find what they are working on and find bugs, show them how to improve, suggest solutions and build rapport and trust.
Eventually, if they find that you add value they will get you on-board for the position you desire and compensation you need. You will enjoy the work then.
Start contributing to their open source projects.
My 2 cents.